so time has passed since i wrote the last time. and alot of things have changed. the school work has picked up, i've moved on about somethings, but some other problems have come my way. two words. guys suck! i think im going to become a nun! they think they can just get what they want, and then back off. i would have thought twice if i didn't like him. but i did. and he just takes it for granted. two days later and he probably didn't even know my name. now if u dont know what situation im talking about, you are prolly thinking i did something so wild and crazy. but its not like that. im not some kind of whore or anything. if you knew the whole story you would maybe understand. so please dont just jump to conclusions and thiink something isnt true.but once again guys suck!
anyways. so right now i have about five million projects to do! and what am i doing instead? writing in here.. duhh.. but anyways, i havnt wrote for a while.. so theres a little breif part of my live. but im out.
erin <3
whooa.. its been a long time.. ive been having troubles getting to write, being as my computer is always messed up, but now is a perfect time to write. im just sitting at a friend of a friend of mine house.. and everyone is drunk.. including me.. in a way.. im in that in between stage,, you know.. but anyways. lfies been okay lately.. besides looking forward to summer of course..i just cant wait to get away from all the drama of friends and school and what not. summer is so carefree and you dont have to worry about anything.. i cant even wait! but anyways.. im going to go stop being anti social and start talking to the people here, so i will write as soon as i get my computer back!
peace
erin
so valentines is always a bad day.. i really find the whole holiday a kick in the arse for single people, and even if i wasnt single, i would probably still think its a dumb holiday... but last night actully had to be the best v-day ever... amy kira and i were planning on having an anti valentines day party.. but then i talked to andy and we decided were going to have a valentines day dinner..so amy kira and i made the boy spagetti salad and bread and had them over to amys for dinner.. we even made it look nice with water jugs, a table cloth and candles!
all in all i thought it was cute,and a good time, because valentines day is officially the day to appreciate friends and the people you love!
The End
Erin
So the new semester has started, and I am pretty satsifed with my options. Parenting, pretty slack so far, so I'm not complaining, gives me time to work on my Grade 12 Univeristy English homework.. (which must I add, Im not too fond of!) and who can complain with a spare?
But when this semester began, I was pretty mad they put me in the creative writing course. Why do I need creative writing? I could choose another class that won't be a waste of my time. But now that were getting into the class, its actually a lot of fun. Like I just did an assigment on the writer within me.. (I refer to him as PeekABoo. and I will post my work about him later) .. how much more fun can that get?
Im really going to try to let this course teach me how to write better, be more creative and be able to be open about my writing... and to any one out there in my writers craft class thats reading this.. copyright the idea about putting this subject in my commonplace book!
but anyways, thought i would just add that in there.. but im out for now.. to finsih some english hmwrk about heroes are some non sense like that!
erinnnn
so i just got home from a fun filled 2 1/2 hours at the hospital. everythings okay, but since yesterday, i've has these huge pains in my right side.. and my rib area. yesterday i had really bad lower back pains, headaches and sore muscles everywhere in my body.. so tonight i busted out the good old "Health at Home" book my mom has.. and looked up appendicitis.. and i basically had all the symptons of it.. like sharp pains in the right side, and middle of stomach area, back pains, sore mucsles, vomiting,loss of appetite, shortness of breath, fever.. etc.. so my mommy took me down to the emerg at like 7:30.. we waited in the waiting room till like 8:45.. then got a room in the emergency place.. had to put one of those god damn hideous robes on, and got to sit in the middle of everything till 10:30. until a doctor came in, pushed on my stomach and told me to go home and get rest, cause he says it seems im going to get a case of the 24 hour flu.. and told me that he could do blood work just to be safe, but i said no.. lol.. cause im a baby.. and then he told us that if i experienced those pains again, and they seemed to be getting worse, or if i get a fever, to come back.. but to me.. that was a waste of time.. but i guess its better then my appendix explloding or something.. anyways im off to do hmwrk, since i got nothing done there..
erinnn
I'm just beginning, the pen's in my hand, ending unplanned
Staring at the blank page before you, open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
dgdfggfrfggFeel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Oh, Oh
I break tradition, sometimes my tries, are outside the lines (yeah yeah)
We've been conditioned to not make mistakes, but I can't live that way (oh oh)
Staring at the blank page before you, open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
Staring at the blank page before you, open up the dirty window
Let the sun illuminate the words that you could not find
Reaching for something in the distance
So close you can almost taste it
Release your inhibitions
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
Feel the rain on your skin
No one else can feel it for you
Only you can let it in
No one else, no one else
Can speak the words on your lips
Drench yourself in words unspoken
Live your life with arms wide open
Today is where your book begins
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten
The rest is still unwritten...
writing